Sunday, 23 August 2009

Treasure and Pearls- 23/8/09

Perhaps i should start with this song by Marc James.


Today when we looked at the passage of the parable of hidden treasure and the pearl ( Matthew 13:44-46), a lot of thoughts and emotions were stirred up in my heart. Brad emphasised the point- are we willing to give up EVERYTHING, not something, but EVERYTHING for Him? As many of you know apart from making Jesus famous , I have a goal, a dream, a vision in becoming a successful food scientist. For many years my eyes were fixed onto the goal, doing everything I could to make sure my dream will turn into reality.

"I'm giving You my dreams laying down my rights
I'm giving up my pride
For the promise of new life"

This was the promise I made to God back in March 2008, during my baptism service. It was so hard for me to sing those lyrics, but I knew I had to give Him my dream for the promise of new life. Back in 2007 when university application started, I wouldn't have imagined in picking Biology nor Imperial as my first choice university. Food science was what I want to do, and Surrey was where i want to go. Wrestling with God in giving Him my dream was heart aching, tiring and perhaps, little prideful too in thinking I could win at the end. God knew my eyes were fixed onto my dream, not on Him. God knew this was the one thing I would not let go. God knew my everything, was this. I have found the great pearl a long time ago, but God knew I am not willing to sell everything I had for this pearl. Of course, I lost in the wrestling after a couple of months. Not because God forced me to, but I knew this was hindering me from being closer to God. Giving Him my dream, at that point, was everything to me. But this is not a one-off lesson; as life goes on giving Him everything will become harder and harder. Replacing my dream with His was difficult, but it is all worth it for the treasure of heaven. Nothing, absolutely nothing, can compare to the value to this pearl I have found.

Trusting in Him,
Bonkie :)

Thursday, 20 August 2009

Who Is My Neighbour? - 16/08/09

Who Is My Neighbour?

My brother? The couple next door? The postman? Or the homeless guy at the corner of Mcdonalds?

If the lawyer mentioned in last Sunday’s sermon passage was living today, he (assuming it’s a guy, as women were unlikely to be educated that time) would probably have had these possibilities running through his head. As Jesus tells him the way to eternal life is to 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind and, 'Love your neighbour as yourself.'’, he tries to justify himself by asking who exactly is his neighbour? And as Jesus never fails to do, He replies with the unexpected. Challenging the lawyer’s current beliefs/prejudice, He tells the Parable of the Good Samaritan.

Most of us are familiar with this story; where a man on his way to town comes across a gang who rob and leave him beaten to a pulp by the side of the road. Soon a priest and a Levite walk by and see the man lying on the ground. Instead of reaching out to help, they are quick to look the other way. Then along comes a Samaritan (known to be looked down upon and often detested by Jews), who decides to stop all he doing to carry the man to a sheltered place where he pays for medical treatment, food and shelter. The Samaritan, ‘the one who had mercy’, was a neighbour to the man, not the priest or Levite as you would expect. Brad reminded us that Jesus chooses to include those excluded by society. Those who are ordinary and unimportant to the world, God choose to do wonderful and extraordinary things.

Sometimes when I come across a brother, sister, friend or stranger in need I find myself coming up with reasons to look the other way. Perhaps it’s the easier option. I come up with excuses like, I’m not experienced enough, I’m too busy, I’m still young, someone else will do a better job. Sometimes it’s the timidity, fear of rejection or fear of burden.

However God reminded me that He chooses me.

Recently after my summer exhibition I was with a huge group of archi friends on our way to a celebratory dinner! Walking at the back of the crowd I was catching up with my gay friend who seemed a little down. I knew he was experiencing some financial problems as well as difficulties with passing the year. We were chitchatting, when suddenly he stops and turns towards the side of the road. First I thought he had dropped something only to realise he was looking for change in his pocket for the scruffy old man on a wheelchair. I felt a wave of guilt when I had hardly realised his presence when I walked pass. He had banjo resting on his remaining limb. Lacking confidence he played a familiar tune. He was smiling at us as we both empty our pockets of change. He had a small box of assorted pens neatly stacked and he offered one to us. My friend receives it as if it were a gold prize he had won and the man plays another tune to show his appreciation. This memory I will never forget. My friend who had a million struggles of his own, never hesitated to reach out with all he had to someone less fortunate than him. He’s not a Christian, an amazing student or a well off guy, but rather he was ordinary and often went unnoticed. He did not shout out his act of love for the whole world to see, but rather did it when no one noticed and without reservation.

God used a friend who knows almost nothing about the bible to show me what it is to truly ‘love my neighbour as myself’. Simply amazing and so refreshing. I am lead to a certain place at a certain time where there is someone in need, because God chooses ME in His ministry. It is not about what I have to offer, but it is about the awesome works He can do through me. All I need to be, is available.

I know it’s not easy, but a small act can go a long way. You are never too small to make a difference.

"The King will reply, 'I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me.’” Matthew 25:40

Serving for God’s glory,
-E-

Sunday, 9 August 2009

Forgiveness - 09/08/09

So this is a new thing that the EM will be starting...blogging about the messages! Every week one of the leaders will blog about the message. I pray that this will help you all engage with them and apply them to your lives.

The passage for this sermon was Matthew 18:21-35, the parable of the unmerciful servant. Brad spoke about how Peter at the beginning of the passage wanted to get it right, how the other Rabbis would teach for you to forgive three times and so seven should have been enough...in his mind. However, Jesus gives this parable and basically says you should never stop forgiving because God forgave your debt to Him, one that you could never pay off.

The parables were supposed to shock you or give you some sort of uneasy feeling but they are too often explained away in today's society. The passage mentions that if we do not forgive, we are 'wicked servants' and that we will be 'tortured'. This puts into perspective how important forgiveness is, it is not trivial, it is significant. Forgiveness also always comes at a cost.

For me, I was reminded of a particular incident at school. It was lunch time and I was eating my pasta when some guy threw bread into it, being the sensible person I am, I just flicked it off and continued eating. My friend however, defended me and threw the bread back at the guy and in return, I got ketchup squirted all over me. We're not talking about packets here, it's those jumbo sized cheap ketchup stuff. One of the prefects caught him and spoke to him so I just went and cleaned off my blazer. Although I didn't do anything to that guy, I didn't speak to him or shout or whatever...it took a while before I could forgive him. I was completely innocent and he wronged me for no reason at all. It is the same with God, we wrong Him all the time yet He forgives us.

Now because God forgives us, we should also forgive each other because we are all under His household, what we do reflects on Him. If we can receive forgiveness, we have no right not to give it freely to others too. Our debt to God is so great that no wrong against us could ever compare, and that is the extent of God's forgiveness to us.

~Sck